Day 4:
So I've now been in Atlanta for 4 days and have completed my second official day at DTS. I'll give everyone the full update of how the first couple of days went next time, but I have some things on my mind I want to get down before I forget.
First off, DTS is amazing. I've only been here for two days, but I absolutely live my roommates and the other students and I can already tell that the next few months here in Atlanta are going to be crazy for all of us. God definitely has some big plans for us here.
Honestly, DTS isn't really anything like what I expected. There are 5 girls and 1 boy who are students. Most everyone is 18 or 19, just graduated from high school. Angela is 23, making her the oldest out of all of us. I think I'm one of the only ones not interested at all in becoming a missionary. But on to what I wanted to talk about. Have you ever asked God for a change in your life. And then felt like that was a horrible idea? Because that's kid of where I'm at right now. It's that sinking feeling in the out of your stomach you get right before you know everything is going to change. I'm both excited and terrified for this change. On one hand, I know hat ever plan The Lord has for me will be awesome. But I have this funny feeling that this I not a change that in going to like very much. In fact, I have a pretty strong feeling that God is about to disrupt my plans in a big way. But maybe I'm just being paranoid. Either way, I know The Lord has some big things planned!
Honestly, DTS isn't really anything like what I expected. There are 5 girls and 1 boy who are students. Most everyone is 18 or 19, just graduated from high school. Angela is 23, making her the oldest out of all of us. I think I'm one of the only ones not interested at all in becoming a missionary. But on to what I wanted to talk about. Have you ever asked God for a change in your life. And then felt like that was a horrible idea? Because that's kid of where I'm at right now. It's that sinking feeling in the out of your stomach you get right before you know everything is going to change. I'm both excited and terrified for this change. On one hand, I know hat ever plan The Lord has for me will be awesome. But I have this funny feeling that this I not a change that in going to like very much. In fact, I have a pretty strong feeling that God is about to disrupt my plans in a big way. But maybe I'm just being paranoid. Either way, I know The Lord has some big things planned!
Ali
I don't feel called to missions either!
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